I leave a note over the sheets. I couldn’t remember exactly what I said; I wrote it last night between dreams and things. The house was in silence but winds were blowing on my head.
I wanted to say good by and feel closer at the same time. Trying to gaze your smile when I weren’t there to see it. Maybe I was attempting to say something that I strive to explain to me. This things growing into my heart, shaking my body from inside and outside.
You are more than you and I can’t avoid this movement who carry me and bring me as waves...near and away from you but always in me, I’m a ship sailing with out dock.
But your smile, your skin, your small brown eyes which I long to kiss again and again and I love you so much and so true with out need, with freedom, pleasure and fear.
I leave the note unsigned, you will know is mine...Is too late to go back and take it away from you and leave it in the basket.
Maybe is sunset now in home, the garden is waiting for me but I don’t go...All in me is a Yes for Us.
Us: this silence, you and me and strong nights, dark as blue the sky above us, and the woods waiting, your body over mine and the air thicken to a substance around us.

Everything is like flowers blooming en my memory, as dreams,
like eyelids beneath a winter rain.
My will take me to other places, foreigner and green lands
I´m wrapped in the music of your embrace. I wish. I wish you, you grow up and around inside me.
I’m a kite in your hands. Please let me fly higher and softly, let me dance to you.
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This morning I woke up with you
- I had a dream- I told you- I went to the park seeking something, I´m always a seeker, Im always me, I’m a lonely planet breathing on the space, but in dreams I went to the park and you were there. Waiting for me?. Yes, yes darling I realize that5 in dreams and I run into your smile but then it disappears and you wasn’t you any more, someone stranger and familiar smiling not kindly so I woke up afraid, once again.-
You gave me your arms saying
- it was a dream my dearest honey moon
And I cry, just a moment. Just to feel you, you loving care.